I hate you for dying! I hate you for leaving me to grieve alone.I hate you for not saying goodbye. I hate you for how I'm feeling the past weeks. I hate you for causing me more pain than I can ever bear. I hate thinking of you every damn day. I hate how everything around me reminds me of you. I hate that you didn't tell me all those things I had to hear from someone else's mouth. I hate you for keeping it all inside you. I hate the fact that you've always called me an idiot. I hate you for being you. I hate myself for not being able to let go......

35th Day.